Pisaries Creator

If I bleed so much, why do you keep cutting me?
The truth will not come out any quicker when the blood spills.
This is not your responsibility to dictate the solution.
And because you have no patience, there is a constant ache within you.
I know it all too well as I have been there before.
You need to open your eyes and see the destruction falling.
We are here for reasons built with truth and others in gaudy fakery.

If you scream with all your anger, why do you not feel better?
The release you should have felt is not the desired outcome.
Your heart is not in the proper position to reap the benefits.
It needs more openness, not closedmindedness of your brain.
Rapid heartbeats deserve more than closed doors.
I can't do any of this work for you.
You are on your own as those wounded before you have been.

If I get further away, will your silence be replaced with doubt?
The foundation shouldn't be an earthquake.
This is what happens when you ignore the situation.
For all I know, the words unsaid are not as important to me as they are to you.
I know the twisted vines wrapped around you are too constricting.
Somehow you need to secure a knife and cut them away.
We need to free ourselves of this past.

If I am no longer bound by anyone, what possibility is there for you?
There is a delicate line in front of us.
Your cyclical nature is not right for either of us.
It requires specific attention and given the right amount of sunlight.
Neither do I want to give it even if I had it within me.
My grip is not as strong as it used to be.
I no longer only stand by myself and for myself.

If you cry from pain three years removed, what is it all about?
The sorrow you are unable to let go.
The times you couldn't think of anything but be numb inside.
This is what it means to be blue and black.
Like bruises that deserve more than a cover up.
You need to expose the ugliness.
We are not here for each other but for reasons we want to forget.