Pisaries Creator

I want to say a word more
And will let my mind continue on this thought train
I will open my car door
Sit on the uncomfortable driver seat cushion
My mouth will enjoy the taste of iced tea
My teeth will crunch on tiny ice cubes
I will drive by garbage trucks full of waste
Rotten food will fill my nose
I prefer the truck carrying rocks not to fly out
Change is hard

I don't know how to feel anymore
The only thing better than this is not being killed
I suppose the majority is as before
It was a different time eight years ago.
I question those unlike me
Those who wave their flags on their monster trucks
I see no common ground between us
They were pissed off
I refuse to go negative

The difference between us is clear
I accept the decision
It has been declared
My struggle will remain
The pain in my knees won't go away
I think of those being abused
I would like to eat pizza from Chicago
Smell the cows in Wisconsin
My wellbeing and wholeness belong to me
This is too real

My body needs to release waste every hour
Caution to those who retreat
Beware of the strength out there
This isn't in my best interest
The sun will still shine
Clouds will continue to shelter 
Remain silent and stoic from despair
Looking at the massive sky above me
I'm here and protected
You try not to be affected

I'm more aware of injustice
I will not eat shark and will continue to watch Jaws
I refuse to hate evil snakes
I'm working on seeing any redeeming qualities in cockroaches
Tarantulas are welcome
They are furry and not sinister in appearance
I tolerate scorpions
I loathe people who don't use their brains
Don't ask me to forgive their stupidity
I won't follow you at this moment
My mind doesn't see any way to forget

The voices of your children bother me
I have a hard time finding redemption anywhere
I fear they are being raised by incoherency
That kind of greed will follow them
Mark my words if they push me off the living cliff
Their entitlement won't go unnoticed
They will never be the boss of me
I have no issue making them small in their corners
I will reduce anyone that belittles me

Robots might rule the human population
Dysfunctional humans will be the same useless waste
The mis-programmed robots won't dream of new places
Raspberry bushes will remain a constant
Sucking them into our mouths with dreams
There is nothing to hold us back
The grass returns each spring with vibrant green
We pick dandelions and rub yellow on our cheeks
They are beauty front and center

I'm connecting with myself
I can put myself in another's shoes
I live to eradicate pain and suffering
We can't turn a blind eye
We need to face the truth
We are bigger and better
My faith can't vanish now
No one can stop growth
I have lived to not disappear
The rest will survive the next four years

Words will be spoken
They won't sound familiar 
The messages will be foreign
We won't trust the pronunciation
We offer questions and benefits
I can see them as the enemy
They must be destroyed 
I expect to step over the threshold with a headache
My feet and hands are cold
Warmth is good for my heart
I hope every stranger allows the same
I dream of happiness

I will sit here in my discomfort
I know this internalization won't last
What I learned in college did not work
The legacy held tight onto my spine
I'm not afraid what might happen
There isn't anything I can do about it
My mind wanders to alien invasions
I want a meteor to blast its way through space
Kill many of us as it lands
Living for others isn't a right but a choice
I want a rebirth of fire and ashes

Nothing can stop the volcanic eruption
Hurricanes will destroy homes and kill people
Dinosaurs are dead and won't come back to stomp on us
The Earth might return to its original terrain
The blood will fall upon the ground
The poison will soak in the roots
The cycle will begin again
I'm ready for change
We need another chance to survive