Pisaries Creator

You were someone I enjoyed. 
I wanted to be a great part of your life.
You taught me little.

Today, I want to return the favor.

You were a cruel joke.
There were things to miss.
I was stupid to trust you.

Convinced myself you were good for me.

I held on too long.
My eyes boiled hot from your sting.
You abandoned me like the one before.
It crushed my soul.

You took advantage.
Your actions cracked my heart.
There were months I felt deep pain.

I wanted you to suffer as I had.

I rage when you bring the past to the surface.
You portray yourself as the good guy.
The one who did nothing wrong.

My blood rages at your narcissism.

I know you haven’t changed.
You are the person that swallows his own bullshit.
I can’t stand the sight of your face.

I gave you something willingly.

It doesn’t belong to you anymore. 
I will claim what is mine like I've done before.
You will become a shadow with no meaning.

Your face will no longer disgust me.

I won't feel your disrespect.
All fascination will wither away.
What I lost will be mine again.

This time you will die naturally.

I will release the hurt you brought me.
There won't be any imagined pain. 
My heart will become stronger.

You won't matter.

I will be the person you never knew.
I am too good for your existence. 
I’ve changed because I know the truth.

You aren’t capable of losing your stripes.

I know what you represented back then.
It was nothing decent.
I release your images in my head.

My heart has healed. 

I’m ready for the next path.
It is free of any of your energy.
I take the higher road because you won't.