Pisaries Creator

A is not for APPLE,
the one I should've poisoned,
but didn't and when you took 
the first bite and another.
I cursed myself that you did not
feel your body burning inside out
like mine did.

B is not for BLOOD,
the liquid that should run down
your legs and arms for unknown 
reasons until there is a huge
puddle on the floor.

C is not for CROAKING,
the time best in the night
for no reason other than you 
deserve to suffer.
I want to see your mouth
moving like a scared fish
not able to inhale air.

D is not for DESTRUCTION,
the bandages will not cover
all the wounds and two hours 
later they have lost adhesive
and the holes on your skin
are seen by everyone.

E is not for EERIE,
the voices inside your head,
yelling and screaming at you,
and no amount of music will 
drown them out.

F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

A is not for ASSASSINATION,
the life that no longer matters,
and the road that ran out of pavement.
You shall not suffer for long,
exist past your pointed time.

Let's go through the alphabet again.
Let's see how far you get.
This time might be different.