Journal Entry Type #55: How Goes It? Rough!

Posted on 08/22/2020 by Pisaries Creator

This week has been irritating, frustrating, depressive, and not what I thought. I’m tired of many things going on in my life. My motivation doesn’t exist given all the bullshit I’m dealing with all over the place. The biggest annoyances are those worth mentioning but not here. This is the struggle I’m dealing with and if I could say good riddance, I would and never look back. I haven’t experienced this kind of feeling in a while and it’s not a good feeling to have, but I feel it nonetheless. I’ve given up my usual routine because to me right now putting any effort into my life is not worth it. Before this bullshit all happened, I finished editing my poems. I had high hopes of rewriting this weekend, but I guess not. I make no apologies for how I feel and that’s all I have to say right now about it. I included a few photos that are the opposite of how I feel at the moment. I’m bound to get out of rut and look at things from a more positive attitude. Life is cyclical (I hope) and so am I (also hope). More blogging later.