It’s been a while since I’ve had the motivation and will to do anything to better myself. I’m definitely going through a phase of being tired from Sjogren’s and trying to cope with the effects of lethargy-. I never thought scheduling doctor appointments would even get harder to do although who likes to find a new primary physician under new insurance? I haven’t heard of a single person to like this. I did some meditation today and read some affirmations. The most relevant one was resolving to change and heal anything that is unbalanced. I can’t tell you how hard it has been for me to let go of things that don’t serve me well these past few months and to release self-doubt about my qualifications. It’s good to focus on your strengths and to be powerful, but what I thought that to be isn’t the case anymore. This doesn’t mean it still won’t happen. Maybe, I’m needing to find that middle ground again in body and mind instead of half my body and mind in one place and the other half in the clouds. I’m getting ready to soon start a new journal and new exercise/eating journal. I always view these things as a new beginning again even though it’s just a continuation of what I was doing or not doing before. I’m taking the steps ever slowly toward my goals and as March approaches all I can say is don’t neglect yourself and try to find happiness when it seems your life’s purpose is fuzzy and when all else fails, buy more cheap puzzles and stamps.