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I’ve struggled too much trying to write my second novel. I think I’m going to honor my yearning and vision inside of me and start writing a different kind of novel. It’s a different kind of idea I’ve had rummaging around my brain for some time. The idea is nothing new, but I’m sick of…
I understand that in order to have followers, you need to follow others on social media. I get the concept of tit for tat, give a little to get a little, but here’s the thing for me. I simply don’t have the time. I really don’t have the time because by the time I get…
It’s been a while since I’ve had the motivation and will to do anything to better myself. I’m definitely going through a phase of being tired from Sjogren’s and trying to cope with the effects of lethargy-. I never thought scheduling doctor appointments would even get harder to do although who likes to find a…
Call is stress. Call it fear. Call it anxiety. Call it whatever you want. In whatever way it is called, these emotions you feel influence your life in negative ways and make you really tired. I’m not saying I’m feeling any of these things at the moment, but many are in their lives. In some…
This is based on a few dreams I had and my thoughts about reincarnation. I have wandered these halls, back and forth, for hours, not sure what door to open next. I have been roaming these white halls as if was some kind of punishment for what I have done in past lives. All the…
I recently turned a year older even though in some respects it feels like a few years older. I went home again, well my second home, and went to my dad’s memorial service. I can’t say enough how good it was to see relatives and people who knew my dad. The service was uplifting and…
My Journey’s Just Begun Don’t think of me as gone awayMy journey’s just begunLife holds so many facetsThis earth is but oneJust think of me as restingFrom the sorrows and the tearsIn a place of warmth and comfortWhere there are no days and yearsThink of how I must be wishingThat you could know todayHow nothing…
The start of 2023 didn’t happen the way I wanted it to because I went home unplanned to MN because my dad wasn’t doing so well. I’m glad I went home because the four days I was there, he passed away on my last day. It hasn’t even been a week since he has died,…
I have a three-day weekend due to the New Year being on a weekend this year. Before my recent job, I would’ve had to work while a lot of people were ringing in the New Year. I live in a city where many come to celebrate. It’s not as busy as NYC. I can and…
I don’t know if anyone has noticed but when you start a blog entry, it asks you a random question. I ignore and delete them. This one asked the equivalent of where you are today is what you envisioned last year. I would say a big no because I thought I’d be in management somewhere…
It’s been a long three years since I lost my job during COVID. I wasn’t able to replace what I had lost quickly. It took quite a long time and there were many instances where I was certain all the doors were closed to me. I was certain that the opportunities out there didn’t apply…
When they try to run me off the road, my car inches over and the edge next to the cliff, far down, gets closer and closer. I dare not peek anymore. I know I’m not closer to my death because I don’t fear death the way others do. I am not afraid to die because…

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